Graduation

As I sit in the library at 5:00am trying to finish up my senior research project all I keep thinking of is that one ten letter word that will not seem to leave me alone.

Graduation 

It has been all that everyone has been talking about, although there are some days that I can not wait to get out of this crazy pink bubble I just have this sinking feeling in my stomach that things are never going to be the same again. Never again will I be able to dress in costumes 5 monts out of the year, and recieve wonderful puff painted presents just because......... Never again will I be able to wake up to this amazing view, Never again will I be able to sit in my kitchen and talk to my roommates for hours avoiding the massive amount of work that I have waiting in my room. Now don't get me wrong I am totally hyped about my future whatever road may lead me but I just have this sudden feeling to embrace every moment and hold to that hug from my odd ball friends for a little bit longer because after 10am May 14th things are never going to be the same. these past four years may have been some of the most challenging years that I've had to endure so far, but I can say that I have seen myself transforn from a quitet timid girl to this outspoken women who isn't afraid to challenge an idea but also but willing to learn at the same time.